The Leaf

Yesterday was Mother's Day. 

It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be.

We went to church and saw the kids and grandkids. 

Manuel, Darla, and the girls left early - Sarah was not feeling well. 

After church everyone went home to get some rest / nap the kids

and the plan was to meet up around 5 for dinner at Cracker Barrel 

and then spend a few hours at the Magic Kingdom, 

but Sarah had tummy trouble most of the day so they couldn't make it.
That made us all sad - but you can't help when you are sick.

I received this beautiful card yesterday though, and it made me SMILE!
Ethan had colored pictures and written sweet words inside from him and his sister.

Today was a much harder day for me. 

I went by the Hospice House where my mom spent the last week of her life. 

We had donations come in from some of the family and with the donations
we were able to purchase a Memorial Leaf for my mom on the Tree of Life. 

While I was there and after placing the order for my mom's Memorial Leaf

I asked if I could spend a few minutes in the chapel, which of course they allowed me to do.

It's such a beautiful place and overlooks a peaceful lake.

I was reflecting on the last time I had been in this place, this chapel room.

My mother was right next door, just a few feet away.

(Ironically enough, that room was empty today. 

I walked in realizing that's where my mom took he last breath and then entered into Eternity.)

I spent hours listening to worship music and praying that last week of her life.

I knew the end was near, and I just wanted it to be as peaceful as it could be for her.

My mom had suffered with pain for so many years 

and she had longed to see my dad again.

She is no longer in pain. She is happy and whole and young again, 

and with The Lord and my father, and sister, and nephew

and all the others who entered Heaven's Gate before she did. 

Still - I miss her terribly.