My Resilient Girl

Well, today's post could have been very hard to write, 

but thank the Lord things worked out!

Last night just before going to bed, Milli had some sort of a seizure.

She had never shown signs of this (whatever it was) before.
I really thought we were losing her. 

So many thoughts went through my mind

and I wondered if I would lose her in the night or have to make the decision to end her life.

It was a difficult night, but she ended up falling asleep and so did I.

We slept all night. 

When she woke up...she was a bit stiff as she usually is, 

but she went potty outside and came in ready to eat. 

As the day went on, she seemed to improve even more. 

I was holding back the tears today reflecting on the events of last night, 

but we got our sweet Ethan this morning, and so I tried to focus on him.

I didn't want to get him upset, so I kept praying and thinking good thoughts
and the day went well.
This is how Ethan greeted us this morning

He is such a loving baby and he LOVES when Grandma Dee holds him

so I am very thankful for this wonderful papoose thingy, lol

 Here he is wearing an outfit from his Aunt and Uncle :0)

And because today was also about my sweet Milli here are some pictures of her
Here she is in our bus about 6 years ago...

 This one was taken a few weeks ago (she often spaces out now)
or maybe she's praying here :0)

Her mind is usually on food. I think she even dreams about food, ha ha.